Haunted by a strangeness glimpse

I don't think I could cope with anybody, live with anybody for too long. When I look at you, it's like if I knew you somehow, must have seen your face in another life or in another past, 'cause you are like something I know, something familiar. I saw that asian girl, and this is there that it became so obvious to me. I felt like she was out of some weird dream, almost nightmarish. That was something totally unknown, I think I would have lost myself just meeting her. That gave me an explanation about my failure to keep my relationships alive. When I know someone, I loose all interest. How come familiarity isn't so apealing to me?? I used to love what was familiar, not the people, mostly the places, the things, the routine, my secret domain. But it's been lost upon... Now I am haunted with that strangeness that came by me, and I loose interest in what has a familliar cover, altought I know this is often deceiving. Being haunted doesn't allow me to pay attention to you (the first "you" of that text), anyway...