life life lite life do do things do easy easy regular natural regular socialty is socialty is regular everyday do things go there do this work earn money spend money enjoy life have good life friend friends have friends stories domestic domestic stuff pleasant it is pleasant... and so on
hey, friends, enjoy your life, 'cause it is, oh yeah it is, it is like it. oh dream, its ok. fantasy, ok too, nice. But don't forget to have a real life which you can live functiunnaly. Hey, i wish there was somebody here I could beat, but I am no gross, I don't beat people, I wish I would tought. I'd like to crash some things, but I am reserved. Freakin bring the darkness, freakin wake me up some place else, some life else. Freakin get rid of that me. sci-fi me.
worst worst worst I aim for u, i don't fix things, i feel like a betrayer when i do that to me. go so low, here's your new reality maybe Arthur. oh, no, you only wanted to be a degenerate, you made a great field of experiment of yourself, how brave were you to let go the pride, or should i say, to let go the need to be yourself, to be someone, and to make that self completely misadapted to any representation. i wish i was hiroshima before the nuclear attack. that's the kind of feeling I'd like to approach now... so I am a lost cause? Oh maybe I am wasted now, ... well there you go, thank you imagination for opening those sights but you forgot one thing, i am still there, and you know that's the biggest problem... where are your priorities?? you should have gotten rid of me first, then I couldn't interfer like i am doing now.
what a waste being angry, what a waste dooming your life (unless it was a story), imagine all the things i could be imagining now. I wish this is a phase. I wish I am not stuck like I felt stuck before. I wish something in me dies, but in an other way, I kind of want that thing to keep messing me up... what a mess, it's as if i was killing myself on purpose and being angry at it... I must be freaking watching myself somewhere in Space and laughing like a maniac.
