Shit happened today. First with Karen. She phoned me soon this morning, I was in a bad mood. I almost didn't awake and talked to her very rudely. As she was boring me with her reality details, I told her one dream I had and informed her that I tought it was a premonition that everything would soon fuck between each other. She begged me to get back to a normal behaviour. It got me angry: "I love you but I don't" I told her. Then: "If you were little more different, little more like I want, maybe it could work... I am sorry." After I told her that, she insulted me. I said: "You are starting to be interesting." She insulted me heavier. "I love you!" I told her. She started to cry and hanged off. When shit like that happen early in the day, it gets me started for the rest of the day for other shit. I ran into a girl that I was crossing by almost everyday in bike. We told each other so many things with our eyes, when we were crossing, that I think we were deeply in love. So I just fell of my bike and she understood, and then I loved her and then ignored her. She was so confused that she will love me forever. Girls...