The aestethic of "the fugitive", as it goes.

Smiles, faces, looks, and somehow it's more that it could ever be. I picture myself in a situation, and yes I am thinking that it would be better that way, but I am part wrong. Can we have complete situations, well done ones? I think we get fugitive happiness moments, but how hard it is to get a perfect situation? It takes wine, right people, right time, the right girl, and love getting the world in motion. Cigarettes are good too. Those perfect moments... before youth is going away. I wish the right ones would get in my way. But I cant even open my mouth, and opening the mouth is the first step to everything, world teached me... unless you are a true magician, but I didn't reach for that... Blah beuh bah, I follow you, everywhere you go, 'till tou talk to me. Where's my luth... too kitshy, I've already destroyed it... but that's kind of overdone, destroying instruments, ....damn!!! I am stuck with that luth!! Build me a vessel!! with everything! It's the sea, it's the drifters, it's... never gonna end, take my hand.